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I've been neglectful. Yesterday I actually didn't write at all, and I only got in about a thousand words today, so I'm falling behind. I'm finding myself with a fairly unconcerned attitude --- or you could say, a temptation to blow the whole thing off --- which doesn't bode well for success, but bodes better for long-term function than freaking out about "I'm gonna fail!"
In flyfall I got Merielle on camera for only the second time ever in my fanfic and it actually turned out kind of cute (I have actually been wanting a cute Merielle and Treize scene and still intend to make a Yuletide request for one, but here it just kind of happened). It still touches the worry about boring digressions, but again, this is not the time to worry about that, and in other ways I like it a lot. (It helps this evening that I gave myself permission to let Treize fall out of full-on broken heart mode, realizing it might be good preparation when the whole thing comes back to bite him hard later on...)
If I can find the time, tho, I am really tempted to just binge the rest of Natsume Yuujinchou so I'll at least have sufficient data as it attempts to invade my brain...
And the time change isn't throwing me too badly, but yeah, it feels like 1 am now... (Although maybe just writing a character drifting off to sleep doesn't help either. ^o~ )